Sexual Preferences.
Sep. 23rd, 2010 04:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pyrosgfIt's funny, I'm 24 years old and I've known I was bi-curious since I was probably 16. Knowing it in theory and crushing on women on TV never bothered me. I'd never come across a girl in person I was attracted to.
All this changed, and ironically everything in my life seems to lead back to Adam. I met a girl at one of his concerts, and immediately we clicked. She's gorgeous, funny, sweet, and the first girl I've ever met that I was immediately drawn to.
This is a jolt to everything I thought I knew. I'm not ashamed of it, but some part of me is freaking out. I've told her that I was interested and the feeling is mutual, but I'm terrified. Neither of us have been with a woman so I guess we're on even ground, but I don't even know.
My family has known for a while about my interest in women and they know about her and aren't judging me. I guess essentially I'm judging myself, and that's well, exactly like me. I have to second guess every decision I make.
I guess overall though it's nice to be able to know after the things that have happened with her that I am bi. I liked kissing her more than guys I've kissed in the past and honestly I kinda feel like one of the missing pieces of my puzzle got filled in. I'm really confused, but excited all the same to know that a whole new world has been opened up with this revelation.
I know you're probably reading this, and I just want to thank you for showing me another part of myself. I don't know where this is gonna go or what we are, but I feel better knowing we're gonna figure it out together.
All this changed, and ironically everything in my life seems to lead back to Adam. I met a girl at one of his concerts, and immediately we clicked. She's gorgeous, funny, sweet, and the first girl I've ever met that I was immediately drawn to.
This is a jolt to everything I thought I knew. I'm not ashamed of it, but some part of me is freaking out. I've told her that I was interested and the feeling is mutual, but I'm terrified. Neither of us have been with a woman so I guess we're on even ground, but I don't even know.
My family has known for a while about my interest in women and they know about her and aren't judging me. I guess essentially I'm judging myself, and that's well, exactly like me. I have to second guess every decision I make.
I guess overall though it's nice to be able to know after the things that have happened with her that I am bi. I liked kissing her more than guys I've kissed in the past and honestly I kinda feel like one of the missing pieces of my puzzle got filled in. I'm really confused, but excited all the same to know that a whole new world has been opened up with this revelation.
I know you're probably reading this, and I just want to thank you for showing me another part of myself. I don't know where this is gonna go or what we are, but I feel better knowing we're gonna figure it out together.
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Date: 2010-09-23 10:35 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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