Leaving on a jet plane...
Sep. 30th, 2011 04:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pyrosgfSo, I'm going to attempt writing. However, typing one handed is a pain in the ass. Jack, my sweet baby, is curled up next to me asleep.
I booked my ticket to Phoenix today. I'll be flying out on December 14th, one week after my 26th birthday. I'm going to spend the winter there since I hate cold weather. It's also going to be a learning experience for me, a chance to get outside of myself and be however I want to be because my past isn't lingering over me there. It will also be the longest I've spent away from my mom, but I need the time. The past month has taken a real toll on my sanity. I've spent more of the last month arguing with my family than I ever have.
I want this trip to be a new start for me, away from all my demons. I need to find myself. I never got the chance to really go out and experience life. I need to make friends my age, I need to make mistakes, I need to get tipsy and laugh the night away. I don't really know how to have fun or let loose.
I want to see LA while I'm there. I want to try and get a part time job and get back into the world. I've spent the last almost three years pretty much a hermit. I need to live.
Anyway, just muddled thoughts for today.
I booked my ticket to Phoenix today. I'll be flying out on December 14th, one week after my 26th birthday. I'm going to spend the winter there since I hate cold weather. It's also going to be a learning experience for me, a chance to get outside of myself and be however I want to be because my past isn't lingering over me there. It will also be the longest I've spent away from my mom, but I need the time. The past month has taken a real toll on my sanity. I've spent more of the last month arguing with my family than I ever have.
I want this trip to be a new start for me, away from all my demons. I need to find myself. I never got the chance to really go out and experience life. I need to make friends my age, I need to make mistakes, I need to get tipsy and laugh the night away. I don't really know how to have fun or let loose.
I want to see LA while I'm there. I want to try and get a part time job and get back into the world. I've spent the last almost three years pretty much a hermit. I need to live.
Anyway, just muddled thoughts for today.
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Date: 2011-09-30 08:54 pm (UTC)With an attitude like that, how can you fail? I hope all your plans come to fruition! I wish I were going with you! Good luck and safe travels! Love you, bb!
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Date: 2011-09-30 10:03 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2011-09-30 09:05 pm (UTC)Hugs and love and all the best of everything, BB.
Mauh! Alana
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Date: 2011-09-30 10:04 pm (UTC)Thank you for believing in me.
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Date: 2011-09-30 10:08 pm (UTC)