Okay so...

[pyrosgf]

I hate to say it but I'm kinda over Cassidy.  Makes me kinda sad, but it appears I've flopped back into the glitter.  Adam is still my drug of choice.  I'm currently itching for new ink.  I'm wanting to get a tattoo with the lyrics 'you are not alone in the aftermath.'  Those lyrics resonate so deep for me.  No matter what horrible experiences I went through in my life, I always came out the other side with the love and support of my family.  It just feels right to have those lyrics on my body.

Season 9 of Idol kinda sucks.  I am however entranced by Casey James.  Blond. Blue eyes. Southern.  I has a type.

I've had writers block since finishing the crossover I did last month.  I wasn't overly thrilled with that one, but finally the muses came back to me.  The Fallen was left wide open for a sequel I swore I wasn't going to write.  Then a fic I read years ago in the WWE fandom started swirling around in my head.  The premise was one of the guys was begging to be whipped, forty lashes, to prove he could be stronger than Christ.  Yeah, sacrilegious I know, but it was bantering around in my head.  At first I wasn't sure what I wanted to do with it, but after a discussion with scorpio_15 I had the confidence that I could somehow warp that idea and make it work for me.  Thus Conquering Synn was born at ass o'clock in the morning last Monday.  I want to show how Tommy has grown and changed since The Fallen.  I also wanted to touch on his preference in sexual experiences since that fic, but I knew that forty lashes with a whip would be too much mentally for my Tommy.  I come up with an interesting solution to this problem and I'm pleased to say this fic is pouring out of me like water.  I normally set a goal for myself just to keep myself in the rhythm of writing.  500 words written each day as a minimum, but with this fic I'm blowing that out of the water, which is new for me.  It will be a week old tomorrow and as of today, before I've touched it, it's already at 7900 words and 17 pages on Word.  I'm kind of surprised at how long it already is and I've not touched half of what I want to with it yet.  The Fallen ended up being a little over 9000 words and 23 pages on Word.  This fic I think is probably going to be way more than that, and I can't wait to see what the muses throw at me next. I'll venture to say Conquering Synn will be my largest piece to date that I want to be read as one entity.  

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I love that you are feeling inspired!
As for finding your focus in the glitter, I am right there with you!!!!